Category: BLOG POSTS

I’m exhausted

I feel numb

Defeated

I just experienced my first episode of vomiting during a panic attack. Hopefully, this was my one and only experience with throwing up. My bladder is like… Naw girl. I can’t function well doing all that  🙃😂

I do, however, have a feeling of something being on the back of my tongue at times

Why do I feel like something is stuck behind my tongue?

Globus pharyngeus, also called globus sensation or globus, is a feeling of having something stuck in the throat. It may occur as a result of stress and anxiety. Certain medical conditions, such as gastroesophageal reflux disease (GERD) and sinusitis, may also cause it.

Heaven help us!

This post, however,is about stress

My body is tired

BUT GOD IS SOVERIGN.

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God’s got me. So I can rest tonight knowing he will supply all my needs in Christ Jesus.Amen.

Well, I did sleep well. Praise God. At times, I feel like I overwhelm myself and others with my talk of God. I want Him to be true. There are so many who don’t believe. I choose you. I need Him.

This morning, I mean, I still have that sensation, but I will be fine eventually. Combined physical and emotional, along with mental stress from several angles in myself, along with several members of my family, will flow in phases. I wonder, how many of us deal with a huge amount of stress? Those that won’t admit it. The number is probably higher than some want to admit. So, for those people I want to pray for. I also want to pray for those who feel like this kind of anxiety is not a thing. Understand, this is real anxiety just like yours is real. Also, people with severe anxiety are not lazy. Our anxiety stops us in our tracks.We can’t go on like you can. I’ll never pray for you to suffer this kind of anxiety. However, I will pray for more understanding from you. May God help us all.  In Jesus Christ Name, Amen.

P.S. May God reveal to you a way to deal with your kind of stress.

Until Next Time

Heidi💜

smell of stink

brain fog

Clean up after cooking

Last night was a busy night in dreamworld for me. First, I went to the mall shopping with the president and his family. Somehow, I made it to the beach to buy me some coffee at one of those coffee shops. My next step was to sit in the sand to enjoy the smell of the salty air, listen to the waves crash, and read a book. Oh, and feed the seagulls cracker crumbs.

,,,woke up this morning and thought about the fruits of the Spirit and how these things are from God. Any other spirit that gets us depressed or holds us as prisoners is not from above. When… not if I get discouraged, I pray my God will bless me with the “fruits” . 

It’s all about the fruits!

Sending you blessings upon blessings as you journey through your day.

http://Galatians 5:22-23
Living Bible
22 But when the Holy Spirit controls our lives he will produce this kind of fruit in us: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 gentleness and self-control; and here there is no conflict with Jewish laws

Praying for your needs and concerns,

Love and hugs!

Until Next Time,

Heidi💜

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I started this post last night and had to get up from bed to adjust my heat. I usually keep it around 65 degrees. So when I left my phone behind in my room on my nightstand, somehow, my post was deleted. Deleted the whole thing. At the time, I had no desire to start over with that post. What I was trying to write to yall was that my favorite animals are cats. I love to watch their silliness. I find it ironic that our prompt yesterday was about our favorite animals. It happened when my two male cats were being so silly. I was about to crawl into bed when I noticed Tux’s hind parts sticking out from under the bed. He was diligently looking for something. I also noticed my other male cat, Monti, coming up behind Tux to see what all the fuss was about. I didn’t see what he was after. However, I knew that whatever was under my bed had my cat’s full attention. I mentioned the situation to my husband, who was already snug in our warm, fluffy bed. I was guessing the object of my feline curiosity was most likely a mouse. I just had a feeling it was. So I was cautious when I was walking from the foot of the bed. In the case that I would have a mouse run across my feet. EEKK!!🐀 I made it to bed without any shocks. I didn’t experience the pitter patters of little gray mice feet across my toes. I did hear the growl of my cat, which is usually what he does when he captures a little mouse. I never saw the evidence of a mouse booger. Its counterparts were not displayed on my bedroom floor as a cat’s present to its owner. Yet, I am curious to know what evidence I will see under my bed if I look. Although, I am questioning if I will even look. Either way, I will “smell” my questions in a few days. Oh dear! I don’t want to look or smell any evidence of a mouse. I just hope the mouse wasn’t sick. Otherwise, it could make my cats sick if they ate the poor thing, HA!

Until Next Time,

Heidi💜