Notorious or unnoticed? Read thoughts or speak to animals? Planning the future or living spontaneously?
unnoticed. I have spent too much time replaying my past mistakes. This part of life I want simplicity.
speak to animals. Actually, I do have conversations with my cats daily. I ask questions they meow back with an answer👌❤️. I read somewhere that if we talk to cats, they will be more vocal.
planning the future is what I want to do. Life seems to be the opposite of what I plan mostly every time. So, I guess both.
As I am sitting here typing on my keyboard, I am thinking of the prompts I didn’t get to write. Normally I am home all day and have the chance to write. Yet yesterday I was out with my husband, son and mother, gallivanting. Yes, perfection is my biggest challenge. Seriously there are at least seven drafts of posts that won’t get answered but that’s OK. The world goes on, right? Life continues even with obligations. Yet, I still want to write all day. I want to take naps with my cats. I mean could we stay home all day? Trust me, I am not lonely at home all day. In fact, its silence that I crave. I know you are saying that I need to be around people, and you are right. I love to be around people. It’s just the people I want to be around are far and few these days. I love to be around people who discuss ideas. I enjoy those who encourage the people around them to reach further than the person they were yesterday. Mainly writers do that We as writers discuss ideas! I absolutely love that about all of us.
The relationship with myself is the most important one for me to protect. If I don’t take care of my mental health, physical, social, or emotional health, I will be weak in areas that I could be stronger in. Also, I find that if I want positive things, then I have to do positive things. Sometimes, doing positive things is work. I can’t be lazy or procrastinate in life. To gain confidence, I need to push myself.
My son made me think twice about my life, my choices, my influence, and my contribution to this world. He makes me proud. It’s a blessing to have him strong in areas that I am weak in.
David, my husband. We are on the same team. I have to look at him as a part of me
Mom is getting older. I want to respect her more these days. I also understand what it is l8ke to he a mom myself. I try to be understanding.
Grandmother was the one who always knew what to say to satisfy the peace in me.
Step dad, unfortunately, I didn’t see it at the time. He was most likely the one who instilled business sense in me
People and their feelings mean a lot to me. I am not one who likes to joke and make fun of people.