Okay, I sigh as I realize I’m here again, wasting my time, sulking. I am wasting my time on what I want in my life. Instead of how things are in my life. I mean, it’s been three hours of wasted time, sulking, but staying busy. The good thing is, I caught myself before the whole day passed. At least I can start from here. I will soon be responsible for my duty as a cook. Because we all know 12:00 p m means it is time to eat lunch for us. For now, though, I can spend my time talking to you. So let’s start…

This morning began with me trying to find a website to help write a book. I was sent down a rabbit hole. I got nowhere. So I gave all that hogwash too much of my time. I returned to what I am familiar with, my WordPress Blog. This is not the dream career of a writer who makes a satisfying income. Who am I kidding? Usually, authors have another job. A job that is their primary source of income. So with that being said, I will do what is, and not what I want it to be.

For lunch, I fixed my husband a bologna sandwich. I am having a leftover turkey sandwich from Arby’s and a vanilla protein shake. This has been a good month of taking my Wegovy. There have been only a few side effects. Thankfully, they are nothing hard to deal with this month in my weight loss journey. This week will be my last shot until next year. The weight loss I have accomplished will help me eat fewer calories. Hopefully!

Okay, so it is 8:00 p m. It’s time to take a bath and then settle down with a good book. Was today productive? Probably not. Tomorrow, I need to make some calls to my insurance company. In hopes to reinstate for the next year. I am not sure why, but I normally feel like I will miss some important deadlines. It’s odd to feel that way, right? To be sure, I am not the only one who has ever felt that way. The best I could do is keep up with paperwork, and that’s it, right? At times, paperwork, bills, my to-do list, chores, and other things I need to do seem overwhelming. I can’t be on the go all of the time. I need to stay home to work at my own pace. The thing is, the world doesn’t see it that way. The world believes in only one pace. The world’s pace, and that’s it.

Maybe I do need to answer prompts again. That way, my focus will be on prompts instead of myself. Who knows? Tomorrow is a new day. Let’s all get a good night’s rest. Hopefully!

I can’t let this post end on a sour note. So, I will reflect on what I am thankful for tonight, I am thankful for warm baths/ showers, water, soap, shampoo, etc. Without any of them, I wouldn’t be able to sleep as well at night. So for tonight I will hope for the best. I hope for my cat to snuggle me to sleep and that joy will come in the morning.

Let’s see…