Is your life today what you pictured a year ago?
I was thinking. List in your mind all the ways that you feel unworthy. I was listing my ways, going about my business. Then I ended with, ” Lord, I just feel unworthy.” As clear as day, my mind said to me,”You don’t get to decide if you are unworthy. I do. I assume it was the Lord talking to me. At least, the Lord says in his word that we are worthy. So, I’ll go with that.
First of all, I never expected I would be this age. I remember thinking that 2020 seemed like an icon. Wow.! Wasn’t 2020 an icon? I mean a pandemic? C.o.v.i.d was ridiculous. This virus scared the heebie jeebies out of everyone at first. Until it got under control. But first, it took with it a huge number of good people. That in itself is so unfair. Never in a million years did I think … even before we had an idea that our generation would experience a pandemic… Never did I think in my teenage years back in the late (80s eatly 90s) would I turn 50 years old. Here I am, though. Rocking perimentapause like nobody’s business.
So, like I said, instead of feeling like I am unworthy, I should trust what the Bible says about me. Believe what you want to believe. But when it’s you against the world and you feel it, you will want to believe in something extraordinary. You will want to believe in something that gives you hope for your future.
Until Next Time,
Heidi💜

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