This is me blogging today. there is no prompt.

I’ve been missing on my blog for a few days. There is a reason. I woke up at 3 am. on Sunday night to go to the bathroom. I raised my head from the bed and felt so dizzy. I didn’t feel sick on my stomach. Just dizzy. I called my mom to take me to the hospital, E.R. My vitals were checked, and my heart was checked by EKG. I did mention I fell in the bathtub a few days ago. I was given a C.T. Scan of my head and neck. All these tests were negative. Meaning they were fine. So, I was prescribed meds for vertigo. Needless to say, I pretty much slept all day on Monday. Here it is, Wednesday, and my area is expecting snow. 5 to 6 inches of snow. We will see. For the next couple of days, it seems like we will all rest a bit. I’ll let ya’ll know about the snow later on…

My main concern is getting back on track. I am taking things slowly. I am trying to eat healthier, drink more water, and do the things that calm my soul. I have this saying where I say being alive is hard. I was in a serious car accident at 17. Most of you already know that. However, I don’t remember any pain or anything else about the accident. So that is why I say being alive is hard. When unconscious, I don’t remember anything. Being alive, however, I feel every pain. Like Sunday night, I felt anxiety. I felt dizzy.

To end my post, I want to say that I believe there is a special place for us to rest. It’s our duty to help others rest, too. It’s our duty to rest as well. Even though this has been a tough week already for me, the anniversary of the accident I was involved in comes around on Febeuary 22. The accident was in 1992, and here is thirty-one years later. I still have balance issues. I still have vision issues. I still live with the guilt of not being able to live a normal adult life with a job and driving. Also, there is shame. The emotional issues get intense. It was so intense. I may not remember anything about the accident, but my body sure does. So today I will rest. I look forward to the expected snow and its beauty. My hope is that sometime today, you get to rest. You need rest.

Until Next Tine,

Heidi💜